You stop treating me like a princess!

Don't mistaken that as a comment or an instruction. That is my remark!

Guys don't realise it. They think they didn't do anything wrong and gals are the ones being too much,asking for more than they can give.
Technically I would have agree that gals are unreasonable at times but again I would ask all of those (guys) to fuck off. Fuck off and fuck off.
Fuck off, fuck off, fuck off and just fuck off.

I didn't think I am a bad girlfriend. I never think I am very good but I just don't think that I am bad. Sometimes I feel lucky to have Jason and let's just put it my feelings ARE mutual. I feel he is lucky to have me as his girlfriend too.
I can be more than difficult to handle somedays.But I give & take. I tolerate alot of shit things that Jason can't give me at the same time.

Where are the days when a girlfriend threw a temper(Those small and unreasonable acts sometimes JUST asking for attention) and the boyfriend would still take it gallantly and the crown still stays prettily at the girlfriend's top?

I had a fabulous time with my friends last night. There are times whereby everyone of them would fiddle with their mobiles,except me.
I reached home late and sleep and still there is no message.
He told me that he did send a message but it remained in his outbox last night and I don't doubt that.
But still I kept quiet cos' I dunno...I admit it is quite annoying that I have to do that but hey, I HAVE BEEN DOING SUCH ACTS all along.
But he thinks I am just being angry that he didn't messaged me. And he said that I WAS the one who told him not to disturb me when I'm out with my friends and he was working also, and it was usual rountine that he was working and we only chatted when he's done with his stuff. So what's missing from yesterday was I'm out with my friends so we didn't chat and his intended message was not send out.

I am quite piss with the fact NOT that he didn't message or call like my friends' boy/girl friends when I am out. I don't mind that and I would not like someone hounding on my back all the time.

But I am piss with that fact that he thinks I am not happy because of the above mentioned. He doesn't think that I am piss because of the fucking little attention he gives and he never realise it and of cos' he wouldn't think it is true but I AM THE ONE FEELING IT. Then it came to a conclusion that I am increasingly demanding and I fucking hate it when he gives me those kinda exasperated tone with a sigh like ,"Haiz...I do this I kena, do that also kena.."

Hey! This is not the first time YOU give me such tone and I already told you I don't like it. Maybe you didn't hear me right that time but now you read this and I am telling you STOP giving me this kinda tone. Lately you have been giving out such expressions very often and it's telling me that you are getting sick of me.
So when I asked or said in a kiddy tone that you don't like me?You would even answered me in THIS tone and said "Haiz...Where got~~~!!"


I didn't ask all those silly stupid questions to hear that. I didn't ask why you never call to hear that. I only want to hear from that silly sweet doofus not someone who is now quick to defend himself and sounds so sick & tired.

I admit that I am difficult sometimes but ask yourself, haven't I been treating you right too?

I am sorry,boyfriend. I am sorry for being so lousy & difficult sometimes. I know my own faults.
But I am sorry too that if I can't receive what I need in this relationship, I would move outta this field.

Somethings...As a relationship matures in age, should move on & I believe some should remain.

I know people do change due to the phase he/she is entering but some traits should just go on & not move on.

And you asked..."Why do you feel that I don't love you enough or love you as much.."

Ya..*Shrugz*